The smile wouldn’t wipe off his face as she stood up from the bed and walked over to the TV as she was looking for the DVD. “I’ll help you look for it… But first you have to look around up there and make sure Jun didn’t leave me any goodbye gifts..” He mumbled, looking at the girl. “You know… The clowns.” He whispered, looking around cautiously after. He laughed as she finally spotted it and tried to reach for it. “Hello Instagram.” He laughed as he took a picture of the girl stretching for the DVD. He smiled as the girl finally joined him again and his arms slowly snaked around her. “You know how much I love Spiderman, right?” He asked, laughing to himself slightly at how childish he was being. “I mean—We have to go see the new movie. It’ll be fun and Brian’s going to come along so we can wear our onesies.” He grinned as he kept on talking about spiderman before he realised he was babbling. “Sorry..” He whispered as she then leaned towards him. “But Spiderman..” He pouted his bottom lip like a puppy dog face and smiled. “We could continue, I just thought watching something would take our minds of everything.” He shrugged his shoulders as he raised his eyebrow at her giggle.
“There’s no clowns babe..” she whispered before lieing back down with him. She had a bad feeling in her stomach and she couldn’t tell what. Hearing him talk about watching spider man with Brian made her smile slightly, then realizing she’d be a third wheel. “If you want to go see the new movie with Brian, then you two should go—” she said while stretching her body out lightly. As much as she wanted to continue, she couldn’t because Ian wasn’t as into her right now. Facing the tv screen, she watched as the title appeared, hearing the introduction play out; what was on her mind that was bothering her so much? she couldn’t exactly tell, maybe the feeling of rejection but she knew it wasn’t that. Chachi ran her fingers through her hair and noticed her breathing was off. She turned to Ian who had his eyes on the screen and she smiled lightly before actually feeling like she couldn’t breathe. She tried not to panic but that wasn’t working. Se struggled to get out of the blankets and grabbed her inhaler out of her draw string bag, and inhaled from the small object. Placing it down slowly, she hugged her knees to her chest feeling scared; She never had to use her inhaler at all until now, and she didn’t know what triggered it. Hoping Ian didn’t notice, she carefully got back onto the bed with him and moved closer to him leaving no space. “I love you..” she said lightly while making short eye contact. She loved how he was so childish sometimes, but there were days when she really needed him and could never talk to him because he was with Brian.